My Life/ Friendship

My friend sent me this , which could not have come at a better time for me....... You're...My friend, My companion, Through good times and bad, My friend, My buddy, Through happy and sad, Beside me you stand, Beside me you walk, You're there to listen, You're there to talk, With happiness, With smiles, With pain and tears, I know you'll be there, throughout the years!


Thank you my friend I needed this more than you will ever know.

My Life/ Down and Out!

It has been one of those days. Not as busy as I anticipated most of the Daycare kids are out sick with the nasty virus that's still going around. I only have 3 extra kids besides my own, but I can't hardly smile today. I feel alone today. Almost like I am so tired of everyone expecting so much from me I am disconnecting myself from everyone. I feel like no one really knows how I feel at times. I have so many things going on right now. I'm trying to be there for so many friends, loved ones I just don't know where to start. I feel like so many things are just expected of me. I carry everyones burdens on my shoulders. My sister is spending very little time with her son and so that puts more pressure on me. I know he is not my son but it's not his fault that any of this is happening and I just want him to have a good life. I want him to be loved and well taken care of. I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I have no one to talk to. It seems like everybody wants something from me. I have a couple coming over tonight with their new baby that I might start watching in May so I have to snap out of this.

My Life/ Spring Break

I used to love Spring break as a kid. My kids are so happy no school for a whole week. But easy week for them means a much harder week for me. It means that I have a full daycare almost everyday. I love having my kids home it's just harder with other kids. It would not be so bad if the weather was nice but the weather is terrible, they are predicting snow for Wednesday. We have our first baseball practice tonight. Hopefully it will go well. And we will not all freeze. I had a sad moment over the weekend my 9 year old son figured out that there is no Easter Bunny. He asked so I had to tell him the truth. I can't even explain how it made me feel. He's not that little boy anymore. He also had his first slow dance with a girl on Saturday. We were at my Uncles 50th birthday bash and a 12 year old girls asked him to dance. His face turned so red and my heart just melted. He was so excited after, it's all he could talk about the rest of the night. My baby boy is growing up.